urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept Wishes and dreams Allison 2004-03-02T22:34:20Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:8569 2004-03-02T22:34:20Z 2004-03-02T22:34:20Z I love days like today, when its so nice out, the sun is shining, you can just drive around, windows down, sunglasses on, music playing...you dont need to have a specific destination, because just driving around, chatting, enjoying the ride is enough. Me and Amelia did all of that, stopped by a few places (A.C Moore and Barnes and Noble), just had a really relaxing and simply fun time. We did that on sunday too, with Kath as well, and i think that doing this on days like today is probably my favorite thing to do, and im so glad that its starting to be spring so that we can do it more often. <br /><br />"A best friend will willingly accompany you on a "drive-by" at 11 P.M on a Tuesday to see if your latest flame is actually home..."<br /><br />Anyways, havent wrote since France, because nothing can compare to that of course, but i thought that this deserved a nice lil entry, so there we go. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:8227 2004-02-21T05:22:20Z 2004-02-22T17:33:43Z There's no place like <s>home</s> Paris<br /><br />There's nothing i can say to even express how much fun the past week was...the trip to paris was honestly the best experience of my life. Besides the city itself being absolutly gorgeous and just so much better than any place i've ever been, all of the places we went were so awesome, and all of the tour stuff was really cool too...but what made it so amazing was that everyone just bonded so much, and we became friends with people that i never would have become friends with if we hadnt went. every second of every day was just amazing, besides the times that we got yelled at, and accused of things, and had to deal with the crack whore liz, but that didnt get in the way too much, haha what a bitch. anyways, i cant even talk about everything fun that happened because its just too hard to think of it all...the prank, amazing...we got brian lynch to wake up and shower at 2 AM, thats something to be proud of...i miss everyone already, even though we are going to see eachother, its not the same...IZZY, "over there-uhhh, we have a building-uhhh" oh man, love ya Iz! The 6 of us (me,amelia,kath,deirdre,chuck and aaron) managed to become the misfits in the group and cause a surprsingly large number of problems, but it was all worth it cuz we probably had the funnest time out of anyone, im so glad we werent ready today because the park was the perfect end to the perfect trip...some very interesting things occured on the trip, some verrryyyyyyy interesting things to say the least, but as mel kept saying, what happens in france stays in france, rite? I could go on forever, but i wont...so all thats left to say is...."can i have some BUERRE?" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:8083 2004-02-11T22:39:18Z 2004-02-11T22:39:18Z All i have to say rite now is...PARIS in 2 days, i may die of excitement...im getting a little nervous just cuz thats what happens to me before i go anywhere, i get all, "i dont wanna go" but i know its gonna ba amazing, and i just can't wait...amelia, kathie, deirdre...we are gonna have the best time ever!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:7696 2004-02-01T07:47:37Z 2004-02-01T07:47:37Z i have no idea how any of that just happened...i didnt mean to start a fight or a complication or an issue or anything, and apparently i did, although im not sure if im involved or if it is just between them, whatever, i just dont know, all i know is something went wrong, all i was trying to do was have a conversation and say how i felt, but it just was a mistake i guess...i just hate leaving things unresolved in issues like this, even if its just unresolved in my own head, like i dont know what anyone is thinking, and i dont know who's mad and who isnt, i just know that im confused and upset about not knowing what happened...i hate when things just happen, and then you dont have time to think, and then you just stop for a second and realize that you have no idea how it started or how you got yourself into such a mess...all i know is i have the worst stomach ache right now, and im going to attempt to go to sleep... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:7296 2004-01-23T17:27:18Z 2004-01-23T17:27:18Z Why did i ever stop sleighriding when i was little? Last nite i went sledding with Amelia, Court, Kath, Deirg, Meg, and Melissa ended up showing up for a few minutes...anyways, it was so fun. i forgot how much fun it was to go sleigh riding, but man i had such a great time. Watching everyone fall of the sleds was hilarious..Jenga, best run ever...and Titanic, well lets just say that ice burge wasnt the greatest thing to sled over, but at least we got a good laugh, haha, that was just so funny. Anyways, after that, me,court and amelia went back to kathies, made some s'mores, watched some sex and the city, it was just a really fun nite overall, relaxing and fun, acting like little kids, haha, good times my friends, good times. <br />No school for a week! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:6416 2004-01-02T05:20:34Z 2004-01-02T05:20:34Z theres nothing worse than getting your hopes up about doing something, or seeing someone, and then it falls through and doesnt happen...its just dissappointing when you think something is gonna happen, or that things are going your way, and then they dont. well this new year is starting off exactly the way i wanted it to...oh, wait... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:6255 2003-12-26T17:25:51Z 2003-12-26T17:25:51Z So i slept over amelias for christmas eve...3rd year in a row :). Santa came, i woke up bright and early, woke up amelia, and we went and opened the presents...i got some good stuff (earings, socks, fairy soap, lip gloss, a fairy hangy ornament thing, gloves, gift certificate to get my nails done). After presents we went to her grandmas house for the family thang...it was fun, we played Mario Party (best game ever), and some other games with her cousins, just hung out, ate, went to "the point" to see the xmas house, watched old slide shows of her family when they were little, it was so funny and fun...they made all my christmas dreams come true, haha...but seriously, good times, (i hafta stop saying that) anyways, im going away today, to california...im a little nervous cuz i hafta fly alone for like 6 hours and im gonna be so bored and i just am dreading that, but it should be okay...i just dont wanna be away from here, just in case some exciting stuff happens, ya know...but i just dont wanna leave and not see certain people for a few days. but, i'll be back the day before new years-and let me tell you, i cannot wait for new years, its gonna be awesome! everyone reading this (which may only be amelia, haha)...call me on my cell whenever you get bored! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:6031 2003-12-22T01:34:12Z 2003-12-22T01:34:12Z Even though this weekend wasnt anythign too exciting, i had a lot of fun hanging out with Amelia and Kath. Yesterday we went shopping and then just hung out at nite, cruised around in the MINI! go mini go! its so fun to be in that tiny thing, let me tell ya. Then today, we ventured off in it again, went to eat greek food, had a lot of laughs and good food. It was good spending the weekend just the 3 of us, like the snowed in weekend, just so much laughing and fun. Friday was a very good day as well. Had a good afternoon, then we had the big bball game against peekskill...yeah, we won...hen hud beat peekskill and it was rediculously exciting. JJ got hurt tho and is out for most of the season-i feel so bad...but congrats to the rest of the team, you're having an awesome season already. Anyways, so that was my weekend, I LOVE AMELIA AND KATHIE, just thought id throw that in there, hahaha...and i cant wait for vacation, and of course we're like the only school in the county that has these next two days-kill us, thanx...anyways, thats it for now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:5751 2003-12-08T01:40:15Z 2003-12-08T01:40:15Z This weekend was so fun...with the blizzard conditions outside, me and amelia were stuck at the weigel hotel for the entire weekend! it was so so so fun, we had sooo many laughs it was unbelievable. maybe some of the things wouldnt have been as funny if we had at least stepped outside once in 42 hours, but i quite enjoyed the indoors. HEY ZEUS! hahaha, we watched lots of movies...the first 2 in the Scream serious, which i of course have seen a million times (rite guys), ghostworld, and centerstage, after that we did some ballet. It was just such a fun weekend, not for any reason in particular, just cuz we were together and laughing, and we hadnt done that in a while, a really long while actually. it was like having sisters for teh weekend, since NONE OF US have sisters for real, haha. Anyways, i just had the best time, and i felt like we had been there for ever, but not a bad forever, obviously, haha ive rambled so much about this, but i just had such a satisfying weekend. I LOVE SNOW! and now i will go back to writing my economics project, which puts a boring end to a not at all boring weekend! thanx for the laughs amelia and kathie! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:5410 2003-11-22T21:44:32Z 2003-11-23T00:38:47Z Just got back from the longest practice in the history of the world, but it was good, worked out well so hopefully we're set for tomorrow...anyways, last nite me, amelia, and kath went to see the show, and deirdre, melissa and some other people were there. the acting itself was really good, i just thought the plot was kinda not exciting and hard to follow. plus, we got yelled at for talking too much from some adults, and some kids (sorry ben, no need to get snotty about it tho). Amelia gave me my presents after the play-thanx amelia, "i love that bunny and everything he says" so you know i loved it!it was makeupy stuff (all natural of course) and then A TON of happy bunny stuff! then we all ventured off to the BARGE! did i know what i barge was, well no, but its a BAR-ge, a bar on a boat, an amazing thing if you ask me. i want, no need, one-if anyone needs any b-day gift ideas, there ya go. we were wandering around the boat yard in the pitch black for quite some time,which was absolutly terrifying. you never know who can pop out of those boats at nite, or when "the cops" may show up, as melissa seemed pretty nervous about., haha. finally we found the barge, and were out of danger. at 12 oclock on the dot we celebrated my birthday with some jumping up and down and yelling, which was very exciting for me! so that was about it, but it was a pretty fun night definitly, since i cant celebrate my birthday tonite cuz of competition tomorrow, last nite definitly was a good substitute. Melissa, Deirdre, and Kathie just surprised me showing up with presents from them, court, and Meg...i was really surprised, so it was exciting! thanx guys, love the gifts! now i hafta go watch the boondock saints in my cozy pink robe, so im done here!<br />thanx everyone for making my birthday great so far! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:5138 2003-11-15T22:32:03Z 2003-11-15T22:34:28Z Some highlights from our roadtrip...thanks laura for writing them down along the way :)...<br />RoAd TrIp<br />NOVEMBER (not October) 15, 2003<br />Allie, Court, Laura & Jen<br /><br />*Pine Bush ("Wait, pine's have bushes??" - L Streck)<br />*Bushville ("What's with all the bushes??")<br />*Lake Wanaksink (I LOVE IT!!)<br />*Girl Scout HQ <br />"Memories is the biggest road trip disappointment ever."<br />"Cool...let's go there."<br />*Jen- "It'd be cool to come up here for like 2 weeks."<br />Allie- "Eh, maybe just a week."<br />*"Florida!?!? Um, I think we are going the wrong way." -L Streck (who else)<br />*"If it's a fallen rock zone, and the rocks have already fallen, shouldn't it be FALLING rock zone." -C Barnas<br />*"We NEED a traffic light."<br />*"STOP SIGN!!!!"<br />*Court- "We could go in there."<br />Allie- "AND GET SHOT".<br />* Blind child area. Careful IT may be wandering the streets." -Allie<br />*"PONY!!!!!!!"<br />*"What a great hill...WITH A DEATH TRAP AT THE BOTTOM"<br />*"Where do people get gas around here??"<br />"Where do people get ANYTHING around here?"<br />*Allie "5007. GODDAMIT!! WHY?????"<br />so many more...funniest 300 miles ive ever spent in a car, thast all i can say! <br /><br />Soccer Guys-you guys had an awesome game and a really amazing season! one game means nothing....you made it so far! you should be proud of yourselves, i know everyone else is! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:5018 2003-11-10T00:00:10Z 2003-11-10T00:00:10Z So we had our first competition today, and id say we werent as prepared as we could or should have been, but we did a good job in the routine. only one of our stunts fell-erica's, and she hurt her ankle pretty bad but it was in the middle of the routine...that little trooper could barely walk but she kept going, danced and jumped the best she could, and hit her last stunt perfectly, it was actually pretty amazing considering as soon as it was over she was crying and couldnt walk and had to go to the hospital, im really impressed and proud of her rite now! but yeah, it went good, we got 6th out of 17 which isnt all that bad. i think it was what we deserved becuase a lot of the squads were awesome,and we stayed int eh harder division when we could have taken the easy way out and went into the easier one and placed. New Ro, however, dropped 7, i repeat 7 stunts! they sucked, and of course, tehy got 1st place just cuz they're new ro, everyone booed when they got their trophy! hahahaha, it was such shit, not that we should have gotten it, but just the fact that they didnt deserve it. but wahtever..next competiton we'll do better and have more time to practice, but im pretty satisfied with the way it turned out. congrats JV on 3rd place too! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:4795 2003-11-01T16:41:33Z 2003-11-01T16:47:29Z So yesterday, Halloween....in school it was pretty fun, nothign too exciting tho, lots of people had awesome costumes which were fun to see. Then we had the game, but we got home earlier than expected which was good. Me, Amelia, Jen, Deirdre, Melissa, Meg and Kathie then decided to go trick or treating a little bit. Me and Meg played "mom" driving from house to house while amelia and deirdre would sprint out of the car, grab some candy and run back in such a rush, it was the funniest thing ever, cuz they looked like 5 year olds, so excited, flairing their arms around when they ran, it was just hilarious. After we went out to a party, but me and amelia only stayed for a little bit. i saw people doing something that made me want to die and kinda made me not be able to breath a little, and i just wanted to go home and cry.meg was like allie, dont turn around, (thanx meg) but of course i did, and then i just wanted to die. i dont know why, i mean i knew they were "a thing" or whatever the fuck it is, and ive seen it happen before, with him and other people, but it just makes me sick, not that i thought there was a hope of anyhting happening with him but like i just hate how every other girl can just decide that they like him and then its just so easy to get with him, i dont know, whatever, enough of this...overall the nite wasnt too bad,could have been better tho. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:4492 2003-10-26T16:53:08Z 2003-10-26T16:53:08Z So last nite me, kathie, jen, deirdre, and meg went to applebees. it was fun, we got tons of food, but the highlight of the meal would hafta have been when kath spilled her coke on jen! omg, i laughed so hard i almost peed in my freakin pants. so we left, and found out that there were "parties at andy and liz's houses." so we drive by liz's, no body there, drive by andy's, nobody there. so we were like okay, its early, whatever. so we go to deirdres to figure out a plan, and again we hear about these 2 parties, so we drive all the way out there again...nobody there! WE WERE PUNK'D! it was a huge joke, i swear. and to top it off, there was the weirdest noise banging around in kathies trunk, but there was nothing in there, so we were convinced it was a camera and microphone under teh car and everyone was sitting at home watching this, laughing hysterically at how much we drove around looking for a nonexistant party, like i dont understand what happened, it was so weird and funny. but yeah, it was a fun nite or driving around aimlessly, some good laughs definitly. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:4166 2003-10-22T02:22:27Z 2003-10-22T02:22:27Z Tonite we put our collages together for the yearbook-me, amelia, deirg, melis, and meg...plus court and kath are in it as well, but they couldnt make it tonite...anyways, it was really fun, and as i said while we were there i felt like we were in a flashback episode of a tv show, when they are looking through pictures and then the flashback to the event that happened. Looking through basically every single picture that all of us had from the past 7 years brought back so many amazing, and mostly hilarious memories, and plus we had a few new hilarious moments..."eat this," oh man, that was absolutly hilarious melissa...anyways, it just makes you realize how much fun all of our dumb times that we take for granted are, and how sad it is that we're seniors and we only have less than a year left to be together every single day! :(...lets just sum it up with the quote of the day, which is actually the quote of our high school lives..."Sometimes i laughed so hard i thought i was going to PUKE and DIE!" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:4085 2003-10-14T21:58:14Z 2003-10-14T21:58:14Z ugh, i dont usually write about this stuff on here, but whatever, im just gonna cuz i have nothing better to write about and im in a pissed off mood about it...i fucking hate love and everything about it. why do i hafta love him so much and why cant i fucking get over it. its never gonna happen, obviously, ive waited so long and im like oh its okay, he'll like me eventually, but obviously thats just not true, im fucking stupid and too optimistic about it, im a stupid fat ugly piece of shit and hes never gonna love me the way i love him, hes never gonna like me at all. Im sorry im not as popular, or hot, or pretty or skinny as you want, but ya know what, at least i try to look presentable and nice, i BRUSH my hair, unlike some people, and i dont wear denim weird outfits like a 5 year old. i hafta watch him kiss other girls, go out with other girls, all like its nothing. they just go, oh i like him, and poof they're together. what do i hafta fucking do to get that to happen...god, what have i done to deserve this much pain for so long. i dont think anyone realizes how much it affects me cuz i dont show when im that upset about it, but loving someone for so many years with nothing in return takes a lot out of you. its not "just a crush", and "i dont wanna find someone else to like," and just because we never have hooked up or anything even close doesnt mean that i dont love him as much or more than all of you love the people you love, okay? ugh now that ive rambled on forever, im gonna go sit and feel sorry for myself in my miserable tears... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:3619 2003-10-09T01:48:30Z 2003-10-09T01:54:34Z so kathie fell today in cheerleading, while i was basing her, and now she broke her elbow and hasta have surgery. i can only imagine how bad that hurt and i feel soooo bad and guilty. i know that its not any one persons fault,and our stunt group shouldnt be to blame, and these things happen, but i just feel horrible for her. I dunno, this sucks so much for so many reasons...i just feel bad cuz shes one of my best friends and i dont wanna see her hurt, and i feel bad that she cant compete now, cuz she such an important part of the team and its her senior year. Feel better kath, I am sooo sorry, and im thinking about you! :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:3450 2003-10-08T00:01:21Z 2003-10-08T00:01:21Z Wow, its been like over a month since i've updated, and i know all of you have just been so distressed over it, since so many people read this...but yeah, i havent updated since the end of summer! But anyways, i dont really have anything interesting to write about, since all the fun things that did happen recently kinda are pointless to write about or have been forever ago..but yeah, college is starting to stress me out, my application essay was due today so that annoying to do, but i guess it came out okay, as good as an essay about your stuffed animal can come out i guess :). Umm i've just been busy with cheerleading, school, dance, all that...no practice today, that was good, went to the soccer game with amelia (intersting parking lot situ), deirdre, melis, and kath, that was the excitement of my day...anyways, i just realized why i havent updated in forever, cuz i have a boring life that nobody wants to read about...so i guess this is it for now! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:3285 2003-09-02T15:25:40Z 2003-09-02T15:25:40Z So summers over...i hafta say it was the funnest summer of my life, without a doubt. There wasnt really any huge trips or adventures, or big events, but it was just pure fun. i cant even remember everything we did every nite, but all i know is driving around late at nite, stopping at the diner for the usual meal any number of times a day, going to sassi ;), my parties, other parties, and just everything that made me realize how much i love my friends and how much i cant believe that this is going to be our last year together. Some of my favorite times this summer were definitly just driving around with amelia late at nite, hanging out, chasing cars, being adventurous...so i guess it was appropriate that i said goodbye to summer last nite laying on her couch watching nothing other than "Sex and the City." So thats it, summers over...but if it was any reflection of how much fun senior year is gonna be, then lets go...senior year here we come, lets make it memorable! HEN HUD...WHAT WHAT! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:2876 2003-08-26T17:12:07Z 2003-08-26T17:12:07Z I havent updated this in forever, cuz nothin really has been going on...cheerleading every morning, which is torture, but it actually wasnt too tough today cuz we didnt do too much running, and my *top girl* amelia was sick so i didnt hafta stunt, which was a nice break...sorry you dont feel good tho amelia :(! Anyways, this weekend i visited colleges which was okay i guess, i liked them all, but syracuse is definitly my first choice. The trip ended with my dad hitting a pole in MY car, and ripping off the mirror, scratching, denting, etc. but hes getting it fixed since it was entirely his fault, so no big thing, just without a car for a few days. Went to the mall yesterday with Tanya, Amelia, and Kath, then hung out for a bit with Tanya and Amelia, same with the nite before...good times. Well i guess thats about it, boring life until school starts A WEEK FROM TOMORROW! AHHHHHHHHH! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:2628 2003-08-15T00:48:06Z 2003-08-15T00:51:38Z Black eyed peas & Justin Timberlake-Where is the love? So im bored, sitting home doing nothing...the power just came on a lil while ago so thats a relief at least, i woulda killed myself if i had to be in the dark all nite. But yeah, i had a fun day...me and amelia did a lil shopping, pretty expensive stuff ya know, rite amelia-so punk tho...then we and shaun went to eat, drove around a bit, realized the power was out, got stuck at a traffic lite that wasnt working for a while, fun stuff. Then i got home, power was out, sat doing nothing, couldnt call anyone cuz of the power thang, and thats about it...im pretty tired tho so its okay, needed a break after the 3 days of hell and torture called cheerleading camp. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:2372 2003-08-10T16:36:26Z 2003-08-10T16:36:26Z Starting Line-Gregs Last Day The Warped Tour was awesome yesterday, so punk! Besides that 2 or 3 hour period that i wished death upon myself, i had such a good time. Starting Line was amazing, of course, and so were a lot of the bands we watched. i hear Yellowcard was great, altho i slept through some of it. But, id hafta say the best part was "meeting the stars." Ken and Mike from TSL, for the second time! and Sean..omg Sean is so hot...for Yellowcard, AHHH! Either that or getting my free hat was def. the best part, haha the hat is so punk-rite amelia? And then of course the train ride home and everything was so fun and funny with everyone. It was just such a long and great day, and it was so great to go home and sleep after. Once i get the pics developed im gonna post them on here, like the ones of me and ken, and me and sean, AHH. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:2147 2003-08-08T17:51:31Z 2003-08-08T18:08:36Z I was just thinking, and i just really hate people...not all people, obviously, i love a lot of people, like my friends and stuff...but just in general, people are so annoying. Fake people, rude people, annoying people, overreacting people, dumb people, ya know, the people that everyone hates. I dunno, i just started thinking about all the people that have been pissing me off for saying stupid stupid things to sound cool or things that just make no sense, and i just got really annoyed, but whatever, this is all pretty obvious, but im thinking of a few people in particular ... thats it, im bored. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:1998 2003-08-06T01:14:35Z 2003-08-06T01:14:35Z Steel Train-1999 So i send "new coach," as i affectionatly referred to her as before i changed her name to the evil cheer bitch, an email telling her that i have a family vacation in a few weeks so im gonna hafta miss a few practices, but im gonna try to cut the vacation short and only miss 2 or 3 practices. Now, i dunno about you, but id assume she would say okay, thanks for letting me know, cuz what else could she do...but no, this is what that whore said..<br /><br />Hi Allie - Thanks for letting me know in advance about your vacation. However, you knew in June that mandatory practices begin the 18th of August - no exceptions. If you plan on taking the team as seriously as you say you are then I recommend you doing whatever it takes to be at practice. If not, perhaps we can make arrrangements for you to not participate in homecoming or West Point - neither of which I want to have to do. Keep in touch - talk to you Monday!<br />Nichole<br /><br />Like what a fucking bitch...im sorry this has been planned since before June, and my dad is moving across the fucking country the next week and he wanted me to spend some time with him and now hes gonna have a fucking house in the hamptons to himself for a week, all so i dont hafta miss fucking cheerleading...its totally rediculous and i am furious about it, but i dont wanna be on her bad side for the entire season, so no vacation for me!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:destinyswept:1652 2003-08-05T04:58:52Z 2003-08-05T05:45:30Z Amelias whining I've just been working on my journal for hours on end with the help of amelia (thanks amelia), trying to figure out how to change my colors and stuff cuz we just got jealous of a bunch of people's so of course, we had to change ours so we would win...and guess what...WE WIN! haha, anyways...today was the boringest, laziest day ever, for everyone i think...i guess it was the rain, among other things, that just made me not wanna change out of my pajamas all day, but now im hyper, chattin it up with amelia on the phone, having a great time, making up for the lousy day i had...so im gonna get back to that, just wanted to write a quick entry cuz after all that trouble of changing it, had to at least write a lil sumthin sumthin, ya know!